Our Last Days
September 14, 2020My early school years, until I was in the seventh grade, in fact, were spent in a two-room school. The school was in southern Arkansas, three miles from the nearest town, El Dorado—El Dorader, we…
My early school years, until I was in the seventh grade, in fact, were spent in a two-room school. The school was in southern Arkansas, three miles from the nearest town, El Dorado—El Dorader, we…
There was a time
When the measure of the earth
Was lions.
And the earth was full of lions,
Somewhere, deep in the background of the world,
Lost in this traffic of hurrying men,
A forgotten bush burns vaguely.
No one turns aside to see,
No, Father, I never got over
that first rush of anger
like wings folding round me
as I discovered the world
A north town, north in mountains
the beavering trappers cached—
one—two-hundred years ago—
the religion house, in a good sky,
the two-hat temple brimmed
in roofy granite, and blacksmith tin.
(Monday, Aug. 4, 1969.)
The trees are still in mist this August morning:
chestnut and beech first scorched by sense of Autumn,
and the rest just dull vert between vague seasons.
The swirl of Ceres disciplined to stubble
reduces the whole seasonal cycle’s plumed
if i have seemed lately to turn from you
and mail my mind beyond our common rooms
as if the calm intelligence your eyes
offer to share were not sufficient plea
You can’t pray with a clenched brain
Or fall asleep with fisted hands;
But force one finger open at a time
Until thoughts clatter loose and fall
Like budded balls of crumpled paper.
This year October takes us sudden, breaks
The honeylocust leaves with a parching frost
And casts them, ashen green and clattering, down
On sidewalks still glaring as white as summer.
In my library is a small book, a 1912 Macmillan edition of Othello, the Moor of Venice, with the name of Katheryn Spurns on the flyleaf. On the title page the name appears again with…