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Critical Condition

for Gene England at Utah Valley Hospital, 2001 

When I heard about Gene’s surgery, I 
thought, “Even with half a brain he’d still
be ten times smarter than me!”

God’s Army: Wiggle Room for the Mormon Soul

If you can get past the unfortunate title of Richard Dutcher’s God’s Army, you will find the first commercial film of what might be a new era in Mormon art. Dutcher’s creation likely spikes interest…

Keepsakes

On the day of her funeral, my mother’s two sister-wives put on a dinner in her honor. Sister Karen and Sister Sharlene spent the morning before the services baking pies and fresh bread, making potato…

Blood Sports

This is how I see it. I find it to be a dark side of Mormonism, pervasive and insidious in character. Young men, in some cases young women, are socialized into blood sports. Youth in…

Song of Shiblon

I am twenty-one years old.

I lie in the golden light of a Korean September afternoon. I have curled myself up on the musty, avocado-skinned sofa that occupies a large corner of the living room. A small living room in a small apartment, which occupies the floor above a cosmetics store that seems to sell only furniture.

Wedding Vows

My fears awakened 
when I touched you, sacrificial, 
kneeling at the altar 
extending your hands, 
beckoning to be destroyed 
ceremoniously. 

Last Supper

“Have you heard the really bad news?” my editor, Doc, asked almost off handedly as he wound the film in his camera. 

Then came that pause.