Articles/Essays – Volume 49, No. 3
The Skin of the Story
Three of her children were taken:
one whispered
out of life by a flapping heart,
one stoned in the head by a tumor,
one catapulted through a windshield
into the hereafter.
Unable to pierce God, to fathom
his depths, she bargained for the others:
If you need a life, take mine. Then came
disintegrating veins,
her feet roped,
swollen purple;
the fall in Mexico, no words
to tell the doctor
he set the unbroken leg;
threatened blindness,
the chiseling of her eye sockets;
replacement of her color
by a blankness one
brain cell at a time.
This is the skin of the story
that held her together:
six children prospered.
When she broke her neck
on the stairs
after her last child’s wedding,
she believed she had cracked
God’s code:
what he meant by
marrow
in the bones.