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The Fall of My Fiftieth Year

Winter already edging down 
from mountain passes, I walk past 
our first town cemetery, filled with upright 
markers and gold-red trees. 
It’s had no vacancies for years. 

Eighteen Thousand Sundowns

Near a rock slope of hill pasture, 
grass grows up through a few old bones. 
Again, what’s moved past recall 
is not past pain. White as the noon-day 

Reading into Dusk

On the wood porch I awake 
to no sound, but a sense of some change: 
light falls across an arm and 
I pull back into darkness. 

#939: Ambulance Unit

‘Say goodbye to all 
this bluddled nonsense on earth: 
simple rot inside 
a coffin’s a better life. 
I’m now more trouble than I’m 

#1071: The Banality of Evil

Had I been a German in those Thirties, 
I should have joined the Party: 
I should have gone with the rest. 
I should have condoned the persecution of the Jews. 

Speaking in Tongues: A Gift of the Holy Spirit

Tongues of fire. All attentive persons within traditions that accept the New Testament are at least familiar with the phrase. Certainly I remember it from childhood when I celebrated the Feast of Pentecost as an Episcopalian, although I cannot recall any personal meaning it held for me. But later, as a Catholic, I realized through my own experience that this ancient spiritual gift is still bestowed. And now, as a Mormon, I can easily identify with pioneer accounts of its appearance among Saints who so richly received revelations and manifestations of the Spirit. 

Prayer for a Grandchild

Let bells come 
            from porches and throats 
of brown cows, 

The Current Philosophy of Consciousness Landscape: Where Does LDS Thought Fit?

Looking out of my window across my lawn, I see a red toy wheelbarrow tipped over, abandoned beside the sidewalk. Its redness is something I experience distinctly. Undeniably, I might be deceived, and there is no red wheelbarrow there. Maybe someone painted one on the window and I am confused, or maybe I am lying mad in a hospital bed and dreaming. Perhaps it is a hallucination. It could even be that I am the victim of a maniacal government experiment in which scientists are stimulating my brain in a way that makes me think I am seeing a red wheelbarrow. Nevertheless, whatever the cause, for me it is clear—I am seeing a red wheelbarrow.